Almost 7 year na ang otaku expo reload 2014 which is tapat ko puntahan day 2 but they stop me and instead to misaki cyber con 2014 which is cosplay lang gagawin.
2014 is very worst for me this is my start of my depression (until now i'm carry this metal health situation)everytime i can think dead,suicide and watching funeral scene.
aug 14 2014 tapat ay maging memorable is because i can see more cosplay,booth,maid cafe,stage activity and more but they stop me dahil sa isang bagay i'm crying and hurting my self they want me to watch A.S.A.P but no still argument and argument and i go up broke all things in the house and stop at piniliit ako sa misaki cycber con 2014 which is ayoko talaga cosplay lang gagawin (i'm not on guest con , cosplay dance number only) hindi porket simple lang for me wasted dahil wala naman gagawin i don't waste my time in cosplay competition lang so i continue again hurting my self and ask rin ako na kung sasama ako sa church and victory park and shop i'm say no again dahil ano makikta ko naman wala naman mapapala rin i continue it again and my sister ask me to go on internet i decide to yes and i say in all my classmate i'm writing sayonara r.i.p 1996 to 2014 which is i decide to end my self after a hour i decide to not to eat dinner since nangyari to hindi rin ako kumain dinner in other day which is day na final day ko na talaga because of this but heaven told me na stop doing this spend your money and i go to bath and leave earlier 10 am since i don't eat breakfast or anything sa school ako kumain noon if i'm nor eating maybe i buy poison or just kill myself jump on the 4th floor all because of this but i spend it para hindi ako makapunta ng convention which is misaki cycber con 2014 which is wala talaga gagawin ayoko mag sayang sa oras para sa cosplay lang after a week pinipiliit ako sa misaki at sinabi ko AYOKO AT WALA NGA GAGAWIN SA MISAKI CYBER CON 2014 OKAY LANG SA INYO PERO SA OTAKU EXPO RELOAD AAYAW NYO PIPIGILANG NYO AKO. no one convince me to go dahil ayoko yun walang gagawin dumating yun event but no one remember that event dahil wala naman gagawin its just a cosplay wala ako paki sa guest pero hindi sapat yun cosplay contest cosplay parade,cosplay dance number dahil hindi ko ma enjoy yun event wala naman yun booth man at maid cafe rin wala just a simple con that's why i skip the event dahil ayoko pumunta sa misaki cyber con 2014 dahil i'm not just a cosplay anime convention meaning may booth,merch,guest,cosplay contest,singing contest,battle of the band etc.
sept 18 2014 my classmate ask me why i write r.i.p 1996 to 2014 because of this hangang umiyak na talaga ako and i say masaya na sila sa pang pipigil sa akin and my prof bring me to guidance council sa nangyari which is naging guidance expo nangyari instead of otaku expo reload.
what"s my learn from this don"t force/stop him/her going to con wag pilitin or pigilang pumunta ng con let him/her have fun kesa umiiyak at isip ng masamang bagay na hindi inaasahan just ask him if gusto niya kesa mag argument,shouting and fight just ask and get him/her better at look and compare the con activity dahil hindi lahat ng anime convention ay same hindi lahat habol ay yun con lastly THINK THE RITE DECISION if he's get better or gonna worst from it.
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