a something lucky i miss

this time i want to write some way back 2014 which gusto ko rin sana at pangit lang nangyari is because i'm not on this con but now i say this if i go to this convention way back 2014.

that time medyo depress kahit otaku expo reload is end misaki cyber con which ayoko talaga pumunta hindi porket na sya si ganyan may sayaw cosplay done no ayoko pumunta seeing the cosplay done tumining lang ako sa cosplay is done ayoko yun i'm seeing cosplaying shouting gone is none sense i want experience is talagang convention booth artist alley,food booth,booth etc etc etc hindi lang po cosplay this is the convention i want to see hindi po cosplay lang po ang gagawin and meron pa nag organize ng isa pero na cancel which my depression is more rising aside from stopping me to otaku expo reload 2014 fast forward on oct2014 this mouth no idea that gaming event will be happen together with a anime magazine if i go here i do

1. go outside of the con or sit away from the crowd and stage why because hindi ako mahilig sa mga esports anime lang talaga ang gusto also more on solo game's lang ako because hindi ako mahilig sa mga esports i don't remember ano yun tournament play on this

2. buy on booth ,food and maid cafe honestly i help to earn on the booth also eat on the food and maid cafe speaking on maid maybe i chat with they and say a sad story and cried because of someone stopping me to go on oer 2014

3. a observation even i'm alone and stay away from the stage area if karaoke contest and no one watching i be not watch too

4. i feel not enjoyed why i feel not fitted as a otaku before (unlike now anime,cosplay,manga,jrpg game) i'm not interested on any esports because hindi ako mahilig sa ganyan if mga ps3 jrg games i want to play before i think i on on this but not esports guy

after that con when i read on article in i'm lucky why not notified on this, not interested on esports and most not memorable but if i wish i want to go anime and gaming convention not just about esports also i want to experience about anything gaming on any game console.