a sad Christmas without a anime convention

i be starting a con way back 2012 as a congoer noon on oh no manga octo con 2012 doon na ako simula being a otaku person but i still love ben 10 noon up to ultimate alien lang 2013 doon ko ni level up pag punta ko sa otaku expo 2013 dahil noon February nakaroon ng shoot out nasa news ang incident doon ako bumawi ako kahit may bagyo that time pero nakauwi na kami bago mag flood pa uwi thanks god for that also ozinefest afa doon rin ako nag start up to now 2020 pero covid19 is our enemies all of convention is stop and some shipped to virtual convention one's lang ako nag attend but i feel not happy dahil not interactive to other con also vitual na rin mga booth na bored ako dahil hindi ako masaya na puro tining sa cosplay pag sa mga cosplay contest gusto yun talagang physical convention meaning pumunta sa event,cosplay booth etc etc etc dahil doon ko ma feel being a otaku and cosplayer kesa sa vitual zoom not interactive parang na bored ako

kaya this Christmas a want a senti Christmas song and classic love song meaning mga christmas ballads song mode on this christmas i don't know for new year because baka matagalang pa daw( i hope not) dahil gusto ko na mag cosplay,interactive at higit sa lahat i want to make a my life on a anime convention documentary ipapakita ko yun how anime community and cosplay community is friendly and enjoying either team loob at labas para more interesting sa otaku culture in the phillippines. merry christmas to all and happy new year and my wish is to end covid19 soon