a open letter to everyone

since this is my blog experience ups and downs pero the real is super down,depress and most of all hurting and thinking about suicide attempt.

honestly nag simula ng pandemic kala ko its gonna a little lockdown but its getting worse even me i'm a freelancer blogger also i'm more planning for cryptocurrency which i will study on that para makaroon ako ng income also hindi lagi naka depends on my parents and to my sister.

also one thing i can say i don't trust on my parent including my sister dahil sa nangyari wayback also always say sa akin paano pag tanda many time instead of okay ka lang ,kaya mo mag trabaho may depression ka kaya hindi mo pa kaya i will say this na yes dahil nadoon pa rin yun sakit way back 2018 also on otaku expo reload 2014 hindi po madali ang experience ko as a depress person i'm nor check up hinayaan nalang ako for suffer kaya i'm in the room laptop late to sleep,moving my eating time,easy to get tired, hurting myself including thinking about death.

so incoming of days i want to committed suicide for this even i hate to do this i want to seek help not apply job dahil depression is still there if any bad situation i feel want to see me death.

sorry if someone read this i hope my situation will cure soon and nor to suicide attempt